47 years old, 5’9”, more than 250 lbs, cut 6”, never sucked cock, doesn’t want hiv and is married

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MarriedDude: Hi back... sorry for the delay -- connection problems.

ppandcc: Its Ok. How are you?

MarriedDude: not bad...passing the time... you?

ppandcc: Oh, just surfing the Internet. That’s cool. What are you into?

MarriedDude: I wasn't kidding when I said, "newbie"... I'm a TOTAL newb... so into anything , I suppose...won't know until I try it.

ppandcc: So what makes you want to experiment.

MarriedDude: Basically, an attraction to cock... to put it bluntly.

ppandcc: What kind of attraction to cock? What makes you attracted? I find it weird because I've always really been attracted and since I hit puberty I've always wanted it.

MarriedDude: it's just that I am not particularly attracted to men (kissing etc), but really like the idea of sucking cock and sex in general.. i'd like to try most things, and am turned on by the prospect.

ppandcc: So the idea of being intimate with a man is disgusting but you like the cock? So you don't like to kiss you just like cock?

MarriedDude: I love to kiss -- women... I have no idea if I like to kiss guys. I do like kissing in general... Not disgusting at all, no... I have no experience to judge... it's not that any of it is a turn off at all, I just know what seems like a turn on.

ppandcc: When did you come to the realisation you wanted to experiment?

MarriedDude: in the last couple of years.. watching straight porn, realising that I wanted to be the sucker not the suckee...

ppandcc: Ok, before this, you had no inclination?

MarriedDude: not particularly... and I am very attacted to women as well.

ppandcc: I assume you lived your life as a heterosexual?

MarriedDude: yes.

ppandcc: Did you ever feel unfulfilled by woman?

MarriedDude: no... I enjoy sex with women immensely.

ppandcc: You didn't ever feel something was missing?

MarriedDude: I don't feel there's anything missing or particularly "off" about it.

ppandcc: Ok. So have you had any homosexual encounters?

MarriedDude: None...

ppandcc: Are you married?

MarriedDude: I yes I am... happily...fulfilled.

ppandcc: Does she know?

MarriedDude: hell, no.

ppandcc: Because she wouldn't accept or just that you don't feel to share it?

MarriedDude: she definitely wouldn't accept it and I dpn't particularly care to share it.

ppandcc: Interesting. That’s cool. So you want to suck dick?

MarriedDude: your profile says barebacking and that you're into poz guys.. bit of a red flag...sorry

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older men

here is something i've always pondered. there exists a huge amount of young people who get turned on by older men. i'm not talking 5 years older, i'm talking like 50+. while i'm not repulsed by the idea, it just perplexes me as to how they tell their friends.
"hey guys, this is my boyfriend, not my grandfather."
i'm assuming that many don't because they just don't want to be embarassed. not everyone is tolerant of people who date older men, let alone guys who are soon to retire.